When do you let go and when do you hold on tighter? I just feel like I don't know anymore. At what point is a relationship simply done? If you've had many good years with someone, how do you judge if (when things get hard) it is just a challenge or it it is the indication that the relationship has reached its natural conclusion? When do you stop fighting, when do you fight harder? I feel like I can't find the answers in either heart or mind this time.
I want it to be good again, I want both of us to care enough to work for it...but if we don't, or if one does and one doesn't....there's nothing that can be done, right?

Maybe I need to go away for a while-go sit on a beach somewhere and lose life all together. But then wouldn't I be just running away? Do I want to be like that? Maybe I don't know who I want to be like in this context. I want to be sure again.....